(29th April 2022, 4:23 PM)Mystery Wrote: [ -> ]Thanks, I appreciate the offer. You know what's weird? I never wanna do anything except waste time watching random videos, and then wonder why I'm so bored and lonely. Or so unfulfilled, and just waiting for the next instance my friend will have free time so I won't be bored temporarily. Maybe I need a girlfriend, but then again I am plug ugly and have a personality that most women aren't attracted to. Although I could be quite a bit less ugly if I made any attempt but I have no motivation to do anything except watch random videos. Is this a form of depression cause I don't feel happy or sad, just feel like I'm... existing. With no motivation to make things good.
If it's not harming you and it's sustainable, go on. If it isn't, face it. If you want to do something else, then push yourself off. Think of it as a bad addiction. Addictions in general are fine, but it's sounding like you want to move on. Push yourself. You can set up guard rails to stop you mindlessly watching YouTube (and if you want, I can show you what I did) but you won't be able to stop if you don't want to!
The Acid Forums one got to about half a million posts
And 95% of those posts were made within 2-3 years
Back when I spammed on the million page thread while I watched videos endlessly
2017-2019 was a weird time for me
All I did was wake up and spam and chat with people in the million page thread
And yet it was the best part of my life
Man I miss talking to Suuper and Dutany and Camer every day
They made that part of my life so great
And Verdusk, VBR, Tebbe, heart, IcyMind, Tuxi
I'm probably forgetting some
I've started snipping random clips from videos/shows I like and uploading them to my youtube channel
Don't really expect it to take off, just doing it for fun. But
check it out if you want
Trying to upload them in the highest possible quality I can find as well
lmao
I spent like an hour finding a way to retrieve this video in 1080p so I could pull a clip, then it immediately got copyright claimed
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Found my username for future use is full of miracle.
advised to be independent from the group of shitposting because of my enthusiasm and motivation
had been waiting the videos to be uploaded for over two weeks; which the leader is really away.
omg secondary account....
Thanks for the advice everyone
I have gotten to the point where I wasn't even taking care of myself
(1st May 2022, 2:21 PM)Mystery Wrote: [ -> ]Thanks for the advice everyone
(1st May 2022, 2:22 PM)Mystery Wrote: [ -> ]I have gotten to the point where I wasn't even taking care of myself
But I am going to take it one step at a time and just slowly get to the point where I'm happy to be at