How are you feeling today?

[Janelle]

Thanks for asking. Actually no, I'm worse.  Haven't been happy yet in February. Got to the point where I've contemplated cutting myself, which is something I've never considered, nor do I want to consider it. I haven't been taking care of myself, and now my skin condition is flaring up. I should've been treating it. I called into work today because I was too sad to go in. I feel so alone all the time, even when I'm around people. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to be happy.

Please keep moving forward, I promise happiness will come
Also, message me on Discord if you ever want to talk about it, I can relate to an extent and I believe it helps talking it out. ^^
Taking a day off of work for your mental health is something that all jobs should understand, I'm afraid if I said I needed a mental health day I'd still be expected to be into work. =/
You'll be happy, I know it! One day at a time. It does get better. I was at the lowest I've ever been in December, and I removed myself from everything toxic in my life and am now in a much better place. Though, I definitely still have my bad days.
If I can suggest some suggestions, maybe therapy? Medication? Meditation? I take medication, because I currently don't have the money to afford a therapist, though I wish I did.