How are you feeling today?

[Camer the Dragon]

Still thinking of harming myself for world peace because what else can I do? Btw haven't harmed myself physically yet

Harming yourself isn't gonna result in any world peace
If there are things about the world that you think should change, then you gotta be there to help drive that change (but not in an extreme way)
I would also advise taking the advice others have posted here and on the old blog (although most of it has been said in here too if you don't have that anymore) in terms of resources that can help how you're feeling currently