21st December 2020, 10:18 PM
Thank you both, @Ashley766 and @"Mystery" for your kind words. Unfortunately, I'm not really a religious person. Though, I'll sometimes pray to "something" up there in hopes of a miracle.
I definitely laugh as a coping mechanism. Though I don't believe when people say, "I'm gonna kill myself" is something to joke around about. Other things... yes. Just not that. Venting about my feelings is something that I'm really not too good about, believe it or not.
I've made a couple mistakes lately that I'm 100% not proud of, and will probably need to face the consequences eventually. But for now... I'll just try and live my life.
I definitely laugh as a coping mechanism. Though I don't believe when people say, "I'm gonna kill myself" is something to joke around about. Other things... yes. Just not that. Venting about my feelings is something that I'm really not too good about, believe it or not.
I've made a couple mistakes lately that I'm 100% not proud of, and will probably need to face the consequences eventually. But for now... I'll just try and live my life.
