Let's get this thread to a million pages!

[Mia]

I wasn't the one at fault in the relationship

[Mia]

That relationship was never gonna work

[Mia]

And sometimes it's easier to let go

[Mia]

It stung really bad when it ended, but I eventually got over it

[Mia]

If I was still with him, I would still be miserable

[Mia]

I would still wonder why he is avoiding me, neglecting me, saying hurtful things..

[Mia]

I really do see myself as a wallflower

[Mia]

See, cause I like watching Survivor, but I'm scared to participate

[Mia]

And I'm scared of competing and making someone upset

[Mia]

Even when I'm spectating, I felt like I was making some people upset

[Mia]

Or on another note, if I tell someone at work "Could you do it this way? It would make it easier on me"

[Mia]

I'm afraid they'll get mad at me, or give me a funny look, and I think "It's not worth the stress"

[Mia]

I just.. avoid conflict at all costs ..

[Mia]

I feel like sometimes, I don't even have a voice

[Mia]

And something about me seeing you forced out of a competition due to a loophole

[Mia]

And then seeing you not saying anything

[Mia]

It reminded you of me

[Silky Silver]

Even when I'm spectating, I felt like I was making some people upset

When I look back at old JV through the archive, I think the people there were pretty wild. It made me realize I wasn't aware how vastly different everyone was back then. And then seeing some people coming back after years to apologize about what they did xD

I don't remember any specific instances though. Bygones will be bygones

[Mia]

It made me want to stand up for you

[Mia]

Cause I've been in situations where no one stood up for me