15th April 2021, 7:43 AM
Coworkers were arguing on Monday, which was irritating, so I went to a different department the next day... big mistake. My wrists were throbbing for like, 2 hours. Today I said "screw it" and stayed where I was, and luckily there was no arguing today. Nothing planned for the weekend except boredom. Five year class reunion party is coming up, but I don't wanna go... I was an obnoxious jerk to those people, which I now regret. But it would feel so awkward seeing people that I annoyed or treated badly. And now I'm so shy that I wouldn't be able to say much to anyone there anyway. I'm so afraid of saying stuff to people that will make them upset or mad at me... so instead, I wind up saying very little or nothing. I'm still okay talking to my close friend, which I should be doing tomorrow. But anyway, venting over, I'll be fine. Hope you all have a good one.