23rd September 2021, 10:09 AM
I'm in a really weird mental state right now. No idea if anyone will read this, but yeah. I've always had trouble showing emotions. Basically, I feel nothing on the inside anymore. No happiness, no sadness. Ever since I found out my favorite comedian, Norm Macdonald, died. I could always count on him for a laugh, even on my worst days. Don't know if it's related to that. But I did cry for the first time in years after I found out he passed away. Now I'm just kind of sitting in emotional purgatory. Want to feel something. Want to not feel lonely. Want to get out of this funk.