29th April 2022, 8:25 PM
(29th April 2022, 4:23 PM)Mystery Wrote: Thanks, I appreciate the offer. You know what's weird? I never wanna do anything except waste time watching random videos, and then wonder why I'm so bored and lonely. Or so unfulfilled, and just waiting for the next instance my friend will have free time so I won't be bored temporarily. Maybe I need a girlfriend, but then again I am plug ugly and have a personality that most women aren't attracted to. Although I could be quite a bit less ugly if I made any attempt but I have no motivation to do anything except watch random videos. Is this a form of depression cause I don't feel happy or sad, just feel like I'm... existing. With no motivation to make things good.If it's not harming you and it's sustainable, go on. If it isn't, face it. If you want to do something else, then push yourself off. Think of it as a bad addiction. Addictions in general are fine, but it's sounding like you want to move on. Push yourself. You can set up guard rails to stop you mindlessly watching YouTube (and if you want, I can show you what I did) but you won't be able to stop if you don't want to!