13th January 2024, 9:50 AM
(This post was last modified: 19th January 2024, 7:35 AM by Mia. Edited 3 times in total.)
If I didn't meet my boyfriend, I probably wouldn't be here either. I had fantasies of jumping off of a bridge back in June 2023.
Then when I met my boyfriend, he completely changed my outlook on life, and made me realize that I still had a lot to live for.
Honestly, if I didn't meet him, I highly doubt I would've made it to 2024. There's no way I could've lasted 7 more months in that mental state. It's like all of my willpower was sapped out of me, and I felt no happy or sad emotions whatsoever. It was a terrifying mental state.
Then when I met my boyfriend, he completely changed my outlook on life, and made me realize that I still had a lot to live for.
Honestly, if I didn't meet him, I highly doubt I would've made it to 2024. There's no way I could've lasted 7 more months in that mental state. It's like all of my willpower was sapped out of me, and I felt no happy or sad emotions whatsoever. It was a terrifying mental state.